My mother once told me that I was very happy as a baby. Around the age of two, that wonderful, natural, effortless happiness became obscured as I started to become Neil, with his mother, father and sister (with another on the way). Thus began pain and separation.
Years later I remembered her words; it felt as if my body wanted me to explore their meaning and implication and this is what I’ve been doing ever since.
This website is my way of honouring that gift I received from my mother: her love for me as she knows me to be. It presents the fruits of my observations from Innersense and I trust that its essence shines through, so that you too can remember your original innocence.
Keep smiling: be the unconditional sun of yourself.
You are not your body, thoughts, emotions or anything else, so any attempt at trying to change or improve yourself is destined to fail. You’re already perfect in your seeming imperfection and the best thing you can do for yourself is to keep smiling with the formless aliveness of your whole body.
This doesn’t mean smiling into painful emotions in an attempt to change them. This just prolongs the illusion of separation. Let thoughts and emotions come and go like the weather. Don’t get involved. Just smile and honour yourself by letting everything be as it is with no need for improvement.
As you smile for the sake of it, you bless yourself. In this way, dysfunctional mental and emotional behaviour is healed effortlessly; in allowing everything to be, the natural intelligence of Life is allowed to work its magic.
If you’d like to know more about your own unique and special Life Path, I offer one to one Numerology Life Readings on Skype. You can read about numerology and the sessions here: http://neilnumerology.com/